i only smile in the dark

(this photo was taken on a completely different day than the previous post.)

Sometimes I feel like Doug Funny. I wear a variation of the same thing everyday as of late because I am too lazy to think of outfits nor have I've been really buying too many clothes (I know, right?). And how can you go wrong with a black skinnies, a leather jacket and a top? Sometimes I like to get wild and wear my peacoat and/or throw on a scarf like pictured. 

This photo somehow fits the way I've been feeling and the music I've been listening to lately. Going through a major Sonic Youth, Sleater-Kinney and Garbage phase (a post about how Dum Dum Girls and myself met Shirley Manson back in August shall be posted soon!). I was definitely meant to be a teenager during the 90s. 

this song, well Sleater-Kinney in general, always gets me jumping around. Janet  fucking Weiss just killing it on the drums.

this song causes some serious hair whipping, whether in the car or around the house. Come on, just read the listen and read the lyrics and tell me this is the best song to listen to as you drive to work or school or wherever. Basically one of the best "FUCK YEAH!" songs.

and to conclude with a little Sonic Youth. 

Slacking on the outfit posts. I have them, I just forget to post them. Here is a moody one from Christmas Eve as I ran around playing Santa. Note the sexy bags under my eyes. That took some WORK. Working 60 hours a week is super fun. Can't wait until the holidays are OFFICIALLY over and I have somewhat of a life back. And by having somewhat of a life back, I mean locking myself in my room and watching Beverly Hills 90210 until I can no longer stand it. Which I am guessing as I enter the 7th season...I mean I have to see when Kelly gets addicted to drugs! 

Beanie - H&M men's department

Leather jacket - Target

Hoodie - American Apparel 

Tank - Topshop

Necklace - f21

Skinnies - Urban Outfitters

Boots - ALDO

fast as you can

Earlier this week I saw Fiona Apple live and I can't even put into words how fucking amazing it was. I cried...twice. Whatever...it was that time of month, okaaay? 

'When The Pawn' was and still is my life. I've lost count how many times I've gone to that record when I was depressed, angry, confused...I always felt she got me. I listen to her records and I feel a little less insane and less alone. 

"You feed the beast I have within me
You wave the red flag, baby you make it run run run
Standing on the sidelines, waving and grinning
You fondle my trigger, then you blame my gun"

"Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was"

"This mind, this body
And this voice cannot be
Stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you
Don't come around
I got my own hell to raise"