Happy Christmas, loves!

Happy Christmas!

So, I am currently in the kitchen watching 'Love Actually', you can't go wrong with some Colin Firth...

(yes, please!)

...and the scene that makes every girls heart melt.

In addition to watching 'Love Actually', I am making madeleines with lemon zest whilst drinking homemade cider. Yumzzz all around.

Anyways, I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Christmas. I hope everyone is enjoying time with family and friends or at least TRYING to enjoy themselves. I know the holidays are tough for some of us but please allow yourself one day of letting go of all the bullshit and are thankful for what you have and the people that truly appreciate and love you, near and far. I hope everyone received everything they asked for and more!

Have fun and be safe.

xoxo

Patrice

heart skipped a beat

ph. Hollie Fernando

I seriously hate crushing. I'm not talking about the normal "oh he's cute, I wouldn't mind dating him" sort of thing. I am talking about when you let your guard down and you find yourself truly liking this person. Then you have racing thoughts like "what if I'm not pretty enough or not his type", "what if I am not clever enough", "well I bet he has girlfriend anyways, so why bother) etc, etc.

The current crush I have is rather complicated but when are crushes not complicated.

I just wish I knew what was going on inside that head of his.

Whatever, I need to stop thinking about this and him. At least I can say I tried...

Always wanting what I can't have. Story of my life.

I can't believe I've turned into THAT girl. So depressing. I may as well be sitting in my underwear on the couch eating ice cream from the tub and watching 'Love Actually'.

I can't wait to getting back to being one of the guys in less than two weeks. All my babies are coming in town at once (Darker My Love, Delta Spirit, and Jake!). It's like Christmas has come early. We are going to go into a whiskey coma and invade the photobooth at The Jackpot in Lawrence. I love that venue.

Can't. Wait.